Yes, spoopy is deliberate, blame the internet!
I'm basically going all out this Halloween this year. I'm baking cupcakes for my aunt's birthday (which is the 25th but I'm doing it on the 31st) and we have got decorations for my nan's house. Plus, we have got costumes from this costume shop further into London and holy crap is it awesome! My three year old cousin has a little skeleton outfit, I bought my nan a little witch hat hue hue hue xD and my aunt got herself a wig- she also bought facepaint so I'm gonna be pale as a ghost with blood and dark circles round my eyes! I got a cape for my Vampire Jean thing, and I'm getting a freaking Jean wig (my dad ordered it from Amazon) like OMFG I'm gonna do cosplay like all the time when it comes.
I'm gonna walk around acting like Jean- freaking- Kirschtein from Attack on Titan!
I'm gonna be running around going "neigh, I'm Jean the horse! hon hon hon, oui oui." and insulting everyone as if they were Eren Jaeger, ha! I'll also try and cry and scream out Marco's name, and whenever I go home from my dad's I'm gonna wear the wig and yell "Marco!" out the window, with someone from my family yelling "Polo!" cause we are crazy like that!
Anyways, here's a slight update on my life;
Basically, my life is a downer- everything about school is really dragging down my mood, it is Hell and an utter nightmare that I just can't go anymore. My mum and I was supposed to go to a meeting to sort out these things about what's wrong and I had two panic attacks- that's how much I hate my school right now. And it's worrying them and really worrying my mum that it's making me feel even more like shit, along with the fact that one of my friends is bitching about my absence- apparently telling me that the school's getting pissed off at me and that I'm gonna get kicked out, but my mum told me after ringing the school that they were gonna sort all of this out because of the state I'm in.
Right now, I'm tired of heart to hearts and just really need my mood to be lifted hella high because it seems anxiety and depression has taken over my emotions.
In other news, on November 2nd, I'm Halloween themed paintballing with some friends! Woop woop! I hear that there's gonna be "zombies" that we'll have to shoot, and some person dressed as like the Terminator or something appears and if we shoot them then we get their gun, like wow, I need to practice my shooting!