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So college was... unexpected. I feel like the people in my class are probably older than me- when I mean probably, I mean at least one or two were around my age, maybe 17 at least.

Not to mention I was sleep deprived due to the huge amount of nerves that built up inside of me and the fact I tried calming myself down with browsing for some JeanMarco art, fanfiction and videos which in fact kind of make me cry a lot like... most of the night! Then that crying kind of turned into really scared and feeling really sick kind of crying that ripped me apart because of my anxiety.

But still, college was ok, except for the fact there are still people who speak like they should belong at my old school but at least one of them seems to show some respect apart from the fact I felt so fucking awkward when he just randomly suggested that I should go to his church's youth club one time. Yeah sure, it's a youth club but I'm atheist and just by going into a church or the hall of one makes me feel so out of place it's unreal. So being the introverted shit I am, I feigned interest and tried to change the subject by being honest and saying that I don't make friends that easily- which I don't but the answer I got was; don't worry, they'll make friends with you.

Fuck. My. Life.

I wanted to slam my head into the wall there and then- but thankfully we finished at two so I vented on the bus by listening to music.

But you wanna know what made the situation much worse?! This guy was as tall as me- about 5'4"... 
Yup I know there are some short men out there but when this dude is around 17/18/19 years of age and being 5'4" it just felt so freaking awkward, but hey, most of the guys in my class are kind of short- except from a few who are of average height, thank fuck.

But hey, doing animation means drawing, and drawing means more art to upload onto here. With the assignments that comes with this course, I guess I could snake some JeanMarco in there somewhere, or even just a shit ton of Attack on Titan and maybe at a push, some Wicked.

But fuck, are the people in my class going to be the ultimate death of me! *slams head into bedroom wall*

  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: Counting Crows - Accidentally In Love
  • Reading: Nothing
  • Watching: Nothing
  • Playing: Nothing
  • Eating: Nothing
  • Drinking: Water


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- I am Sara! It's pronounced Sarah and yes, it does annoy me if someone doesn't pronounce it properly.

- I am 16... very old XD

- Let's see... I'm a tomboy. I'm sarcastic and pessimistic. I procrastinate. I'm a geek. I'm English- and yes, I do like tea and I have a dry sense of humour. I draw, read and write.

- I like Anime, Musicals, Cartoons and Sci Fi.

- I'm a gamer and a Youtuber.

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h-ellias Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014  Hobbyist Digital Artist
ty for the watch!
MyVisionIsDying Featured By Owner Aug 20, 2014
No problem! ^^
AGiLE-EaGLE1994 Featured By Owner Jun 27, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
:iconscottyplz::iconsaysplz: Ah'll beam ya up! 
ScottyXEnterprise FTW :la:
MyVisionIsDying Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014
Aha! :D
I don't even know why I ship that. Maybe cause it's sooo... inventive... and it involves the Enterprise!
AGiLE-EaGLE1994 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
'cause it's funny! :XD:
MyVisionIsDying Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014
Indeed it is...
How about Khan x Kirk? xD xP
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AGiLE-EaGLE1994 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Dot is a Redskirt! :la: See what I did there? :meow:
MyVisionIsDying Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014
I see what you did there! 
She doesn't die right? She's an invincible redshirt (or as you put it, redskirt!)
Ermahgerd this emote! --->Red Shirt Lightning 02  is not what Dot is going to be!
AGiLE-EaGLE1994 Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
No she won't die! :noes: She's like Scotty, an invincible Redshirt :XD:
MyVisionIsDying Featured By Owner Jun 13, 2014
:phew: That's good! Don't forget Uhura, she's invincible as well ( she brought woman power! Dot could represent that well!) XD
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